i just wanna run home right now and stay home and not come out.
i wanna run home without a care in this world or for this world.
i wanna immerse myself in my own bubble where all sights and sounds are kept out.
i want to stop feeling.
in the multiples of four
21 April 2010
trouble doesn't come singly & it's true as it came to me in the multiples of four.
one. bridal shop mgr called and we had to negotiate terms on phone. wasn't a nasty convo but it jolts the memory of the frustration i've felt because of the recent cock-up.
two. speedpost screwed up and did not send my package to the post office, wasting my time and effort to make a trip down + the fact i had to wait. they didn't even record my request when i called last saturday morn. whichever customer service officer picked up my call and promised me the delivery will be ready on tuesday, "Fuck You!" *points middle finger*
three. wanted to eat beef noodles but the shop ran out of noodles. there's only rice left. how ironic. beef noodles without noodles. "NO MEE!... (continual yakking)....kindergarten..." I heard the SAME freaking convo/story from the young female stall helper over and over again. she repeats the same thing to everybody in sight in a very auntie manner. noisy. can't eat in peace. fuck you too.
four. egg shells in my char kway teow. i HATE biting on eggshells! makes my body feel weird and damn irritated. no wonder it was prepared within split second.
how describe how pissed i was having encountered all four things almost simultaneously. i probably didn't behave very well at the post office which was unusual of me.
the auntie was not helpful when i complained that i've put in a request and told her to check with speedpost for me. i had to call them & wait forever on the line while the stupid music plays in the background and tells me the operators are busy at the moment. then i found out they didn't not put in my request at all and i had to RE-request for a RE-delivery and had to wait till FRIDAY. i nearly screamed on the phone. why was the package sent to the central post office in payar lebar? HELLO? i stay marine parade leh. failed delivery how come send to payar lebar? stupid issit?
"ok. so the person who picked up my call screwed up right?"
didn't anticipate myself every saying something like that to anyone directly. must be pissed out of my mind already.
one. bridal shop mgr called and we had to negotiate terms on phone. wasn't a nasty convo but it jolts the memory of the frustration i've felt because of the recent cock-up.
two. speedpost screwed up and did not send my package to the post office, wasting my time and effort to make a trip down + the fact i had to wait. they didn't even record my request when i called last saturday morn. whichever customer service officer picked up my call and promised me the delivery will be ready on tuesday, "Fuck You!" *points middle finger*
three. wanted to eat beef noodles but the shop ran out of noodles. there's only rice left. how ironic. beef noodles without noodles. "NO MEE!... (continual yakking)....kindergarten..." I heard the SAME freaking convo/story from the young female stall helper over and over again. she repeats the same thing to everybody in sight in a very auntie manner. noisy. can't eat in peace. fuck you too.
four. egg shells in my char kway teow. i HATE biting on eggshells! makes my body feel weird and damn irritated. no wonder it was prepared within split second.
how describe how pissed i was having encountered all four things almost simultaneously. i probably didn't behave very well at the post office which was unusual of me.
the auntie was not helpful when i complained that i've put in a request and told her to check with speedpost for me. i had to call them & wait forever on the line while the stupid music plays in the background and tells me the operators are busy at the moment. then i found out they didn't not put in my request at all and i had to RE-request for a RE-delivery and had to wait till FRIDAY. i nearly screamed on the phone. why was the package sent to the central post office in payar lebar? HELLO? i stay marine parade leh. failed delivery how come send to payar lebar? stupid issit?
"ok. so the person who picked up my call screwed up right?"
didn't anticipate myself every saying something like that to anyone directly. must be pissed out of my mind already.
rainy days
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raining alot lately. somehow a good time for listening to emo korean songs. :)
愛我...就給我你的"全部"
06 April 2010
Gu: Hammie hammie!
*fish out suspicious white pouch*
Gu: 給你的! (Give you one!)
Me: 甚麼!? 我不要! (WHAT!? DUN WAN!)
Gu: 給你的! 你要看! (Give you one! You must see!)
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LOL
*fish out suspicious white pouch*
Gu: 給你的! (Give you one!)
Me: 甚麼!? 我不要! (WHAT!? DUN WAN!)
Gu: 給你的! 你要看! (Give you one! You must see!)
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LOL
prawn fishing
04 April 2010
went to Heidi's first mth bday celebration just now. managed to pass Ranna the present and was about to settle down to grab some food and the sms came.
lost my appetite after that.
went back to work after that even though it's a saturday.
found out what went wrong and settled it with SPTL. heng the supervisor on shift is a nice guy.
luckily both JC and gu are around to accompany me too.
it started raining when we were at Ranna's chalet so when we went to get our bike to go to my office, gu forgot to bring along my helmet (left at the chalet) so he had to walk back. i waited @ the shelter but he took 15 mins to go back n forth and by the time he returned, he was all drenched. nonetheless, he was still giving me his smiles and stood by me when i was feeling down. "through thick & thin", he said. my gu is still the best.
anyway, problem arose because of an unfortunate technical glitch, or so to speak. it was nobody's intention to have this happen although i wouldn't say it's a huge prob. but anyway, it got settled so that's that. didn't want to think about it anymore. so what if i got it sorted out? thankless job. sometimes i wonder why i put in so much effort. JC ask me not to blame myself cos not my fault/problem but i can't help it. i always blame myself first whether or not it's my prob.
anyway,
then i went prawn fishing with my colleagues; Kerry & James, JC & Chai Yee, & my gu. James' friend (forgot the name) joined us later. it's my first time trying out prawn fishing and we went to this rather ulu place in pasir ris but surprisingly (to me la), there's quite a lot of people. it's pretty relaxing to fish for prawns cos ur mind is solely focused on the yellow float which tells me whether i've got a prawn on my line. caught 2 big ones and one female one. then... got played by the same prawn 5 times. stupid thing bit my bait several times but escaped each time. SHIT. it's fun because of the crowd i'm with and it's fun to watch people getting excited with their catch. James' friend is pretty enthu too. came with a box of fish hooks and stuff. he could've been our audio guy if not because of his "over-experience" which is kinda ironic. he gave me some advice but still... the prawns are getting away from me!!! RARRR!! he managed to catch one after he took over my fishing rod lah.
waaaaait & wait & wait...
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finally!!
this night activity took a load off my mind and my attention was all on the prawns.
we left at about 2+AM in the morning. fished for 2.5hrs (or a little more).
was nearly sabo-ed to bring back the prawns but heng we didn't if not my mom will fry me.
anyway, it's fun. wouldn't mind go prawn fishing again next time. :)
lionel is online (facebook) while i'm writing this entry. we're now sharing our "prawn fishing" experience. it'll be fun to hang out with my cousins to fish for prawns too. he 'onz' me liao but duno when it'll happen cos we all don't have car. =_=" hah.
lost my appetite after that.
went back to work after that even though it's a saturday.
found out what went wrong and settled it with SPTL. heng the supervisor on shift is a nice guy.
luckily both JC and gu are around to accompany me too.
it started raining when we were at Ranna's chalet so when we went to get our bike to go to my office, gu forgot to bring along my helmet (left at the chalet) so he had to walk back. i waited @ the shelter but he took 15 mins to go back n forth and by the time he returned, he was all drenched. nonetheless, he was still giving me his smiles and stood by me when i was feeling down. "through thick & thin", he said. my gu is still the best.
anyway, problem arose because of an unfortunate technical glitch, or so to speak. it was nobody's intention to have this happen although i wouldn't say it's a huge prob. but anyway, it got settled so that's that. didn't want to think about it anymore. so what if i got it sorted out? thankless job. sometimes i wonder why i put in so much effort. JC ask me not to blame myself cos not my fault/problem but i can't help it. i always blame myself first whether or not it's my prob.
anyway,
then i went prawn fishing with my colleagues; Kerry & James, JC & Chai Yee, & my gu. James' friend (forgot the name) joined us later. it's my first time trying out prawn fishing and we went to this rather ulu place in pasir ris but surprisingly (to me la), there's quite a lot of people. it's pretty relaxing to fish for prawns cos ur mind is solely focused on the yellow float which tells me whether i've got a prawn on my line. caught 2 big ones and one female one. then... got played by the same prawn 5 times. stupid thing bit my bait several times but escaped each time. SHIT. it's fun because of the crowd i'm with and it's fun to watch people getting excited with their catch. James' friend is pretty enthu too. came with a box of fish hooks and stuff. he could've been our audio guy if not because of his "over-experience" which is kinda ironic. he gave me some advice but still... the prawns are getting away from me!!! RARRR!! he managed to catch one after he took over my fishing rod lah.
waaaaait & wait & wait...
-horz.jpg)
finally!!
this night activity took a load off my mind and my attention was all on the prawns.
we left at about 2+AM in the morning. fished for 2.5hrs (or a little more).
was nearly sabo-ed to bring back the prawns but heng we didn't if not my mom will fry me.
anyway, it's fun. wouldn't mind go prawn fishing again next time. :)
lionel is online (facebook) while i'm writing this entry. we're now sharing our "prawn fishing" experience. it'll be fun to hang out with my cousins to fish for prawns too. he 'onz' me liao but duno when it'll happen cos we all don't have car. =_=" hah.
